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Bonds of light 4
| * 2 When you grew up a little, May be you have tried to put on your mother’s makeup when she was out, Or have tried to wear your father’s tie when he was at work. It was a lot of fun pretending to be grown-ups. Feeling like you were fully grown adults and feeling somewhat excited about that. But… When did such things start to fade? You would say, ‘I am big enough to do such things,’ to your friend in your vanity. But gradually, you started to feel uneasiness about what you had said. When such things had started in your lives? Without putting on anything, you were perfectly happy before such a sense of uneasiness arise in your mind. You were always excited about what you do or think. * My dear friend, do you have to be so compliant to others? What makes you so sensitive? Are you concerned? Are you nervous? Are you afraid? Is that so… But I am concerned about you, Because you suppress your feelings. Because you don’t act just as you feel. Of course, I know how bitter your past experience was. Of course, I know you have had your feeling seriously hurt. Yes, Of course, I know that… Maybe… Or, maybe not… I’m not sure which. I might not be able to understand you as much as you understand yourself.
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